Because you said you love me forever, but turn out to be not.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

♥ 11:31 PM

Saw it at linda's facebook and i agreed with what she said. (:

"Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... you get it back and live happily ever after."

♥ 11:24 PM

hellos!
hasnt been updating as kinda busy and reach home quite late.
anyw, yesterday had a class outing to tiger brewery.
it was fun going with the class.
the talking bout how the beer is made, bored me. lols.
but the fun part is could drink freshly made beer for free. (:
drank till my face is burning den din drink la.
haha, it taste nice, honestly. better den outside.
the trip ended at nearly 7. lols.
lotsa photos was taken. had a great time with the class. (((:
after that, went out with calvin
and got home quite late.
last two days, got home quite late and being said by mom.
lols.

today din work.
supposingly, staying at home to tidy up my room
but din as gonna do projects
and mom din went t work today.
so, home all day i guess.
the weather today is sucky.
a few minutes before was sunny, the next is gonna be rainy.
zzz. lols!
sounded like going t rain soon.

dont know what to say alr.
i'll stop here.
working tmr. ):

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

♥ 9:09 AM

thanks everyone for telling me to be strong, i'll.
thanks for those who stand by me when i need someone.
and also, telling me not to give up on myself
thanks a lot! i love you all a loooottt! ((:
im feeling much better alr.
and also thanks to my buddy, terence, accompany me to arcade and played drums together when arcade doesnt seems the thing for him, i can see that he's bored.
but he still accompanied me play drum drum and the cube tgt.
i had fun especially playing the cube thingy.
i forget everything when i play.
no matter what, i'll be strong.
im glad i have friends like you all. (:

if that's what you wanted from me, den i'll go with it.

Monday, November 9, 2009

♥ 8:21 PM

something disheartening happened today.

but is alright, i was already quite prepared for this.

so, im upset but im sort of not really upset.

haha i also dont know what im saying.

anyway, a perfect and sweet love story could turn into a scary and ugly nightmare.

i dont feel well at all.

i dont feel like going anywhere.

i cant smile. at all.

i thrown away the things he gave me, though i dont really bear to

but no matter how much i dont bear, i still gotta face it right.

so i gonna be strong.

oh god, i really hate you, for giving me all this to go thru.

why in a hell, you wanna let me face all this?

what did i do, to you?

oh my, the tears is flowing down again...

♥ 4:51 AM

i'm back.

and today, i find it very hard to make myself smile.

it feels like im in a world that im not supposed to be.

is like, everything has changed after two nights overseas.

everything, just seems so different.

is it i changed, or environment changed?

but whatsoever, it's making me torn inside.

is like, countless of needles cutting through the heart.

it hurts but no one knows.

no one cared, either.

sighs

whatever,

life is hard sometimes. ): nonono, life is always hard, is never easy

i wanna cry. out LOUD!

daddy's birthday, tmr. ((:

Sunday, November 8, 2009

♥ 1:01 AM

Hello, i'm updating blog from a cafe at malacca using their wireless :-D chilling session. din went out shopping. sian.
Oh man, The beer is making me having headache.

I miss you so. :-(

Friday, November 6, 2009

♥ 5:59 AM

hellos! it's been a long while since i updated my blog.

today was not a really good day for me.

working, was alright.

after work, vero bought me a pan fried buns and blackcurrent drink before he went to meet terence. Thanks! (:

is a happy thing that ive got my pay but then when i decided to buy r4 card for my ds, when i waited for so long, turns out that the shop has closed down.

had a quarrel with vero. due to my attitude. i'm sorry, im just not in a good mood.

and when i got home, i was awfully upset cause my sister used my precious perfume.

not cause i selfish, is she use perfume like she bath it with perfume.

and my whole house is filled with my perfume.

f***! that perfume is i go bangkok den buy it at duty free and is cheaper than outside.

so now i gonna keep everything safe. lols!

just got home not long, den mom called and meet at her bedok interchange.

had dinner with her and my xiao jiu.

went to phone store to help vero check out the price of the phone he like but there isnt.

so, home sweet home now.

going to malacca during the weekends to visit my grandparents.

will be back soon.

takecare peeps!

i gonna pack my stuff before mom nags!

lols..