XUEYING.
twenty
o4october
the school of applied studies
♥ kuromi
♥ blythe doll
♥ SCRUMP!
♥ disney babies
♥ bloody bunny
♥ him

♥ W705(:
♥ dye hair!
♥ IPOD TOUCH
♥ WiiFit
♥ Dream Butterfly Bracelet / Anklet
♥ have a diploma cert
♥ be happy
♥ dream job!

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Sing me a love song then.

Musi

Loved Ones ♥

mandy
isabel
stacy
regina
cassandra
nurdiyana
liling
limei
mabel
huiqi
serene
artsylumquartet
xueyi
leeminjung♥
rainieyang
SHOW

Credits

Lovedrops♥
x x x x

ii wanna buy ipod touch!!!! ):
cause my ipod nano kept failing on me.
is like i charge it full, it went no batt like just a few minutes later.
arghhhs..
too bad, there wasnt places like we could trade in our ipods. like handphones.
lols! where am i thinking man,
anyway, that's all bout it.

daddy called me ttoday and said lotsa things dat made me cried when im working.
but i went to the toilet and cry.
he was right. and that makes me love him even more and also cry like non stop when he said those words.

sighhsss... what a bad day i had!
dont wanna say it out. just totally bad, is worse feeling i ever had.
crying in the public, knowing the truth.
god, what do i do to deserve such stuff.
no wonder ppl say love can bring you tgt but it could also tear you apart.
is true. nightmare come after love ends.

dont wanna do anything now.
it sucks man, today.

)':

"They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading."

work wasnt bad at all.
worked from 12-4pm (:
after work, something happen though.
but is alright, forget bout it.
was having headache, i guess after drinking few cups of royal earl grey with an empty stomach.
got home rest.
plus it was rainiing heavily so is sucha great weather to sleep.
lols.

thinking of going to the airport tmr.
december is comiiinngg real soon
but part of me, dont really hope so. =X

somehow i feel saying out or expressing yer feelings to someone is much more better than saying it in a song. that's what i feel (:

hellos! just got home from outside. (:
today work was fun i guess? cause i worked only like 4 hours or less? i dont know, cause i went to work late. hehe. woke up late.
den went to meet vero at iluma. sorry for letting you wait so long ya. ):
played cube and drum drum at arcade.
had lotsa fun but spent quite much also.
after that, went to had kfc as he got the coupon. haha.
went to return the book as i owe it for quite long
den went to kino to buy fiction book. ((((:
in fact wanna buy "who's that girl?" from alexandra potter but ended up she got a new book instead, so bought "do u come here often". maybe after reading this, den buy her "who's that girl"
i loved her books a lot. ive collected two books she wrote. ((:
a fan of hers. haha.
after that went to cityhall, suntec and marina sq to randomly walk around.
had mac and headed home.

somehow, somewhat this feeling i had is making me feel relaxed.
because all the burdens has been gone or? im not sure of it either.
but it does feel good. im liking how is it now. (:
thanks everyone for yer advice and always standing behind me.
i'm okay alr. (:
really, this time

A Song of Fearlessness - rurutia

Morning dew shakes, asleep on a lilac flower
Before my eyes I see the radiant wind and you

Gently calling me like a spring bird
Sometimes engulfing me like a courageous river

No matter how large our trials and tribulations are
I want to see your tears, your smile, your everything with my own eyes
You are my desire

When the fire was lit, my fear of it disappearing was born
Light is the only thing that can’t be kept forever, but…

I will not waver, I will not be moved by a storm
As each and every day comes, I’ll live only for you
And cross distant time

No matter how large our trials and tribulations are
I want to see your tears, your smile, your everything with my own eyes
You are my desire

I will follow the flow of fearlessness and cross distant time

"When you're in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut, it will heal with time but the scars will never fade"

seldom have the time to update.
sorry ):
what i could say is that my life is still same.
and i just needa stay strong to overcome this obstacle i'm having in my life now
and i know i can do it, i jus need lotsa lotsa time.
loving someone isnt wrong at all, but maybe he doesnt meant to be yours either.
letting it go slowly slowly, does make me feel better somehow.
another chapter needa begin,
though i somehow missed the last few chapters
but i know i cant stay on it anymore, everything was gone. the one i loved a lot especially.
anyw, i'm actually very very looking forward to working in universal studios!!!
oh ya, last few days, universal studio called me for training in the december.
so im having my training on 21,22 and 27.
Yay!! i could get to see how the place is like, see how the rides are and i could also try on the rides. i love it!! (: and also, knowing more friends. =p
hmm still have one month to go. ):
time flies so it will soon be december already.
im so not gonna torture myself already. it's worthless.

i wanna ...
faster dye and highlight my hair la. ):
buy r4 card for my ds lite.
do a makeover for my favourite blythe doll, daphne.
and hope, december arrive sooner. (:


"where there's love, there's sure to have pain."